Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Chastity

So a few nights ago I had a dream about being locked in my chastity belt and my dom telling me to freeze the keys in a cup of water and he'd tell me when I could melt them. I woke up and told him about it and he immediately told me to put on my belt.

For the rest of the day, I spent wore that belt and the kegel things in me. I had to take the belt off after about 8 hours, the straps were digging in too much. That night, just before bed, I was allowed to take the kegel things out. The next morning to told me that I was to have no orgasms and no unverified stimulation at all for the rest of the month. That ended up being about 12 days, plus two since my last orgasm. It's been a long week.

Multiple times I've been in situations where I've been increasingly horny and he has even instructed me to continue in those situations, but no touching at all. And now I'm on my period which won't end until Friday anyhow.

I kept forgeting to post all this, so I am now. Do to all the forced lack of activity, I haven't gotten that far behind.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

rubbing it off

So yesterday I get online and my dom demands a video chat instantly. He's already going at it. I ask if there was anything I could do to help. So he had me lay back, spread my legs and start rubbing. He gave me exacting instructions on how he wanted it done. When I edged, he had me stop, then edge again, then slap my pussy 10 times. Then he finally told me I could cum. I was elated.

I suppose from that angle is was harder to see when I came. He later told me to cum again and then to stop, trying to ruin the orgasm. He wasn't entirely happy to find out that I had cum nonetheless. Still, he seemed sated and that boded well for me.

Nothing more has happened. Just a quick update.

Friday, April 16, 2010

Lots and lots

I can't even think of the days correctly, so I won't try. We'll just go with early this week.

Early this week New Guy finally took a hint and we started playing. He tested my endurance with my nipple clamps. Clamped outter labia, even clamped my clit, which wasn't so bad. Then moved them up to the nipples. On and off again with the stimulation and build up for a very long time. He likes me begging, but he doesn't let me cum for it. Finally, he said that he had an amount of time in mind, but wouldn't tell me what it was. If I made it past that time without cumming, I was fine. If not, I'd be punished. The whole time, the hitachi was on high.

I made it 8 minutes and 46 seconds. That's when he told me it was 10 minutes. He told me to think of a punishment. If it was good, we'd do that. If not, we'd do that and something else he thought of. I liked the plan. It became a moot point, however.

Right as I submitted an idea for my punishment my dom popped online and said hello. Well, I told him everything, like a good girl. He was very, very mad. He asked how many times I'd cum since he last asked and I told him twice and he said, "I hope you enjoyed them." Doesn't bode well for me.

That night he used many different toys on me. I also had to slap my tits for a while on cam. They were red and raw when I was through. Nipple clamps were on most of the night and pulled off a couple of times. I had to write that I was owned by him across my chest in big letters with a sharpie. He took a picture and had be post it on fetlife as my profile. The only indecent picture I have on there, now. I also had to put mint extract cream on my nipples and then brush them with my toothbrush for 5 minutes. That hurts a lot surprisingly. Then I had to add toothpaste and brush for 5 more. He had me make 2 frozen dildos out of condoms but they were too big to fit, so they just stayed against my clit. I hate cold. It was awful.

Finally he told me to go to bed, no cumming. The next day it continues. I held my plain dildo in me for near an hour until it hurt and ached from where it was pressing. Then I had the bullet in me. Then he had to leave and said no cumming. The next day I had nothing done to me, no cumming. I had to watch him stroking himself though, but wasn't allowed to touch myself. Yesterday I had to watch porn before going to bed, but no touching at all.

Today I was meeting a friend for lunch. I couldn't wear underwear. No bra or panties. I wore a camisole with a pancho on top and a long skirt that buttoned up the front. On the way there I had to have the bullet vibing on my pussy. I barely got it out in time before she made it to my car. A button high on my skirt popped open when we were leaving and it flashed a lot of skin. Public play makes me insanely nervous.

I'm so horny I couldn't scream and he is wanting to keep me at this level through the weekend. It's driving me crazy.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

New Guy

So, I'm thinking my dom either blocked me or died. He hasn't been on since he was mad at me. Possibly on purpose? No idea. That fact didn't stop me from talking to the new guy that responded to my ad that I posted. But, my dom's rule of writing all sexual activity still holds, so I'm writing. Of course, he also said not to do anything, but I didn't do it without directly being told to by a dom... Yeah, I'm a bad slave. I've been stressed. I don't care.

Anyways, the new guy is young and inexperienced, which is why I didn't hold his decision making skills against him. New ideas seemed hard for him to come by. Finally, after a long time of talking and me giving him no direction, he got around to it. He's very into nipple play and considering how slow he types, that lasted quite a while. The was some nipple pinching and twisting (child's play after my dom) and even some clit pinching. That was the odd part, as it didn't hurt overly much, just caused muscles to twitch.

Then he got down to the other part. I'd have to run the hitachi around for a while without it touching intimate places, then hold it to my clit. Then stop. Then rub with my fingers. Then stop. Repeat. It went on for quite a while. He made me beg for a long time and then stop all stimulation and continue to beg for orgasm. He finally let me cum, I guess 45 minutes later, and when I did, I squirted. It made quite a mess. I was annoyed, he was amused. As it always is.

It felt nice to release a little sexual tension but he seems to have no interest in giving me offline tasks, as I had stated previously. So, he's rather boring. Also, I miss my dom's creativity.

I got in my order for the Sex Toy girl in town. I'm missing a piece but she'd going to bring that by tomorrow. I'm most excited about my weird looking purple thing for kegel exercises. I can't wait to try it out. I mentioned it to new guy but his comments and reaction made me think he wasn't sure what I was talking about. Poor new guys...

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

That didn't end well

So my dom is very loaded down with school work lately, it seems. He's given me very little attention and at times seems annoyed by me. I do my best to keep the conversations short, because I feel he sees me as a nuisance. So I started bringing up other topics of conversation when I saw him online. That didn't seem to work either. As these posts are a testiment to, I can go quite a long time without seeing much of him.

I don't blame him and feel it's not my place at all to say anything about it. The semester is winding down, and I was going through a lot the past couple of weeks. We've both been busy. But I find myself to be massively horny these past couple of days. So I re-posted my ad on fetlife for a dom. Considering how little activity my dom shows on that site, I was pretty sure he'd never come across it.

I got an e-mail barely an hour later. An hour after that, my dom pops up and asks if I'm horny. Such luck! Of course he'd pop up after I posted that and make me feel bad.

After 10 minutes with the hitachi and no orgasming I got to try out my new anal beads. (Which by the end of things did exactly what I thought they'd do, considering how long they are. They're soaking currently.) Another 15 minutes with the hitachi before it started to get really warm. On with the rabbit for quite a while more, the rotation and vibe set on low. All of this in the most embarrassing of camera angles. He's been pushing me on that.

Then he asks, "Do I bore you?" Which I found to be an odd question. I thought it was because of how still I was laying. Which was because I had to concentrate really hard not to cum. I said as much. In response, he copy&pasted my ad. I asked if he was mad, he made it very clear that he was.

I had to peak and almost cum, then I had to pull the rabbit out and spank my pussy 5 times. Then 30. Then 30 more showing that I was doing it harder. Then 5 more. Then 5 more. Finally he told me I could remove the beads and go to bed. No touching myself until he said so.

How he even managed to come across that post so soon is beyond me. Of all the timing in the world! I have a very angry dom on my hands... I find myself rather concerned.

Saturday, April 3, 2010

quick

So the night before last (blogger was down and I could't post), I was in a bit of a mood. My dom was on but said he didn't have the time. I pouted that he had told me to wait on him. He gave me permission to do what I needed. Me and the hitachi had a good night. I daydreamed a nice schoolgirl scene. Nothing else special happened. Just that.

I'm writing because I was told to write anything sexual that happens.