Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Video Chat!

So me and my dom got Skype and now video chat is possible!

He had me get undressed down to my underwear but I am nowhere near comfortable with my body. I've got meat on me. Perhaps a little more than is needed. So I hid. That made him angry. I don't like it when he's angry. That didn't make me from stand up, though.

So off with the bra, on with the nipple clamps. And then I had to pinch them. Hard. Harder. Harder still. I also had to pull on them. In different directions. They sliped off 3 times and I had to later purposefully pull them off 3 more. Between the pinching and pulling, they were sore enough. Then I had to slap them. Ten a piece.

I also had to watch him cum and leisurely clean up while I was teased and not allowed to cum.

Did you know there's a site online that's just a stop watch? He made use of it. Pinching the clamps for a full minute. And then the hitachi. Oh... The hitachi...

It was on through most of the nipple action. Then I had to time for 5 minutes. Except he wouldn't let me turn it off. I waited for nothing. High. Low. High. Low. High. Finally, ten minutes later he told me to get to the edge and stop. Said that when he reaches 1 he'd let me cum. He started at 10 and counted down, but them started throwing numbers all over the place and never said one. I was about to scream. He finally said I could cum. Then told me to stop 5 seconds in.

I whined whimpered. He told me to turn it back on again. After a while he let me cum again and hold out the orgasm, though I almost thought he wouldn't let me stop.

I begged a lot tonight.

I get the feeling that 20 minutes was only 20 minutes due to him getting tired. If he'd been more awake, it would have been a lot more torture. I'm nervous now. I think he likes video. I also think he was trying to make me cum without permission so he could try and punish me. Oh my...

I'm not allowed to touch myself sexually until we are online together again and he says I can. Nobody else is allowed to either. No toys. No humping. The fact that he got so specific makes me worry how long he's going to have me hold out. I am a tad bit concerned.

Monday, March 29, 2010

The Picture

I found a picture someone has posted up on fetlife. edcc984b790841b146170602c2852880_20091006204949_510.jpg I have a thing for guy on guy AND Gambit. I my nether parts gave a happy little shivver just seeing it. I showed it to my dom. He told me to put the hitachi on low. I was more than happy to do so. He then told me to start watching porn, so I pulled up one of my favorite downloads with Mark Davis in it.

I begged for release in no time. He said no. It's very hard to not cum with the hitachi. I had to pull it off many times. I peeked a lot without having been told. There was no helping it. What felt like an eternity later (but probably about 15 minutes), he finally let me cum. It was a very nice orgasm.

After

So whilst I wrote my last post I had the bullet on and kept it on for a while. I put the clamps on and had to wait a long time before given any further instructions. Torturous, waiting is...

I had to keep the clamps tight and pull them off my nipples slowly... three times. It was not a pleasant experience, but I did it without complaint. Well, other that letting him know how much it hurt. Which seemed to only amuse him. I had to peek once and then the scary part started. I had to clip the clamps onto my labia. I hadn't ever done that before.

They clamped onto my inner labia and it stung something awful. I also had to take a picture. I've never taken such intimate pictures before either. It was all so embarrassing for me, I wasn't used to it. I had to take a picture of them as I tugged the chain up and put tension on the clamps too. That also hurt a lot. I could take them off after I sent the picture to him. The relief from that was nice.

I then had to grab my rabbit and give it a blow job before slowly fucking myself with it. Pictures of that too. After a long while he finally let me cum as I begged and begged for release.

He said I was a good girl. That made me happy.

I haven't done anything since, though I haven't had much time. But I'll make sure to document every sexual activity I have from now on. Because he told me to, of course.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

The Trip

So this past weekend I went on a trip. I drove three hours to go visit a friend and attend a munch I promised to go to if they scheduled it on a Friday. They did. And miraculously, work gave me a three day weekend! My friend was sick and she got ME sick, but not until after I got home. Oh well... It was a nice trip!

After the munch I was invited via my friend to a party made of kinksters. The owner of the house owned a sybian. Now, I have this intense desire to ride a sybian. It took all night, but finally the rest of the party rallied together with me and demanded I get to ride it. So out came the sybian!

I had conditions. One was that I had to use an attachment. There is a reason no one has used the attachments before, they were HUGE and made everyone wince. Second condition was I had to ride it in the livingroom so everyone could watch. I had a dress on, so it covered everything. I accepted. The owner was demanding a souvenir as I went to the bathroom and people were talking about whos phone could record the longest. I came out to find a video camera set up. But I accepted. I really wanted to ride it.

It took a lot of lube and a lot of determination to fit on the HORRIBLY LARGE penis attachment. I really wished I could have tried it without... Anyways, I finally got on and started playing with the settings. The vibe nob set halfway felt like a hitachi on high. One of the girls in my audience was really excited about that. I played with the nobs for a while and showed the camera occasionally what what happening. I got both settings up on high to try it out and everyone was impressed. If you're wondering what vibe on high felt like, as the girl in the audience did, it felt the equivalent of 3 hitachis.

It took a while to get off considering how big it was. I think I came a few times, but couldn't spasm all that well due to how stretched I was. After a while I finally collapsed forward and turned them off with much effort. Unfortunately, the sybian stuck to me. Someone had to come over and pull it out of me while his girlfriend put a pillow under my head. Later, once I regained speech, she helped me get dressed and they both had to help me walk to the car. My knees honestly would not work. It was amazing.

I was sore for dayyyyys.

The next day we went to visit my friend's Master and his dungeon. I got to watch him florentine her. He's very talented. And he tried out all of his paddles for me to see. And I determined I'm not a fan of dragontails (using or receiving). Later that night he tried out his hand made Double Evil on me. It hurt, but it wasn't as bad as I was expecting. Or as bad as it looks... It was nice to experience clover clamps used by someone who knew what they were doing!

Later I got to try suction. The nipples I couldn't handle long due to the previous abuse. The clit I held for a long while. He even vibed on it until it drove me crazy because the vibe was everywhere but where I needed it. So he handed me my hitachi after taking it off (that's right, I packed it) and watched me cum. Then I helped dom my friend as he ate her out. He was happy that I watched them have sex. It's a thing for him.

Then I drove the looong drive home the next day. I think I developed a blister down there for a few days. It hurt a bit. I definitely overdid it. I haven't even thought of touching myself since then.

However, my Dom came online today and noticed I hadn't made a post about my weekend. He said I must post any sexual activity. He says he's going to punish me. I've been writing this with the bullet on. I'll write more later of what is to come.