Girl's Day Out

So me and my friend Anne decided to have a girl's day out. I feel I deserved it after working all the hours I have been lately. Sunday was my only day off. The night before I had been talking to my dom and when he told me I could cum that night I made a joke about him neglecting me. Little did I know, that caused him to form a plan.

Sunday morning he told me I couldn't cum unless I made Anne come. After a bit of a guilt trip I talked her into a "test drive" of the hitachi before she went to buy one. So I was good to go. But, of course, he told me I wasn't going to come for quite a while yet.

So then we went to the mall. I went with a plug in both ends and the bullet resting on my clit, the control cleverly hidden in my pocket. Anne was aware of the whole thing and was terribly amused that every time I sat down or stood up, the vibe would turn itself on. We grabbed a bite to eat and had just sat down when my dom called. The entire time we talked he had me playing with the controls and threatening great punishment if I came. I managed to keep it from happening and then we were off the the nail salon to get a pedicure.

I had a task during the pedicure. Once I was seated in the chair, every 100 seconds I was to turn the bullet up just a little bit. Now I had been terrified that someone was going to hear the buzzing in the noisy food court while sitting on those metal chairs. But inside the quiet of the nail salon? Thankfully the pumps for the foot soak was loud and so were the acrylic nail trimmers. Still, I turned on the vibration in the chair to be safe. I was blushing pretty hard by the end of the pedicure and the guy doing my feet seemed convinced it was due to his good looks.

We finally made it out and I had to brave the stairs yet again due to the elevators being down. Walking the stairs with the butt plug is... chafing, to say the least. After that, we headed home. Once inside my dom had me strip and start exercising while everything was still in/on me. The crunched made me clench around the one in my vagina. But the leg lifts forced both plugs together and squeezed my g-spot. Still, I'm out of shape and my muscles were screaming by the end of it. They're still a little sore.

The entire time Anne is filming matter for my dom and cruelly manipulating the control for the bullet. Finally my dom decided he was tired of trying to make me fail at not cumming and was going to have me punished anyways. Mostly because Anne had agreed to dish out said punishment. So it was that I was tied face down and paddled fifty times, forced to count them out loud. I stopped trying to control my orgasm at that point and started TRYing to cum. Anne noticed and would drop the speed down every time I looked too close. I lost count of how many times she edged me.

Then I was flipped over for fifty more with a flogger on the pussy and tits. Anne did he best to get the nipples with just the tips of the flogger, despite them being sore from an hour of nipple clamp torture. Finally I was done, but still with no orgasm. I felt ready to explode. But my dom finally felt like I had earned it and let me. It was... intense. I do believe orgasm number 8 was the best of the year.

So, that was my weekend. How was yours, dear readers?

You Have The Right To Remain Silent

So I was driving home Tuesday, an hour long endeavor, when I saw someone pulled over by a cop. I thought about how dark that interstate was at night and even with all those cars, nobody can see you when that happens. I thought about all the unmarked cops around this area and how easy it would be for someone to pretend to be a cop. But then I started fantasizing about a dirty cop pulling me over and doing bad things to me. I don't really have a cop thing... But it was something new to muse over for a change.

It was pretty arousing and I was very hot and bothered by the time I got home. Using only fingers I spent about thirty minutes masturbating before I got off. It was nice.

Thursday I woke up horny. I knew my dom never responds in the mornings but I tried anyways. Receiving no response I took matters in my own hands. I edged for about an hour before finally allowing an orgasm.

So that puts me at 7/100. The monthly average for 100 orgasms is 8.3 and here it is March already and I've yet to make it to that number. It'd be kinda nice if I had some tasks to do that would make me want to bust out the remainder of January and February... To catch up, I'd need to have 17 orgasms before the end of March. That's a lot for me...

Finally...

After an upsetting and disastrous evening of being unable to cum a few nights ago, I was successful today. It all started when I realized that a local fetish flea market had a booth for Locked In Steel. I ended up getting rather aroused whilst browsing their site and mooning over the female chastity belt options. Snatching up my bullet I kept it on low and browsed a few denial blogs and forums I was behind on. And hour later I was able to crank up the intensity a bit and finally manage to cum. It felt better than normal somehow, yet I know it wasn't my normal style. Maybe something's wrong with me? I'll take it slower for the next few weeks and see how things progress.

I'm 5 out of a 100. I think I'm stockpiling fairly well. It's my nature.

Double Time

Sunday I hung out with me fwb. I dropped him off at his place so he could get ready for a party that night for -uhg- football. He decided to be late. He made that decision while pulling my clothes off. He tongued me to my first orgasm, pinned me down and kept going until I built again. Then he added fingers to my anus until he could fuck me with a plug and managed to pull another orgasm out of me. I was rather impressed.

That brings me to 4, I believe.

#2

So it was 11:55pm, my dom told me I had 'till midnight to cum. Grabbed the insanely expensive KY Intense crap, my bullet, and managed with 30 seconds to spare. That makes 2 orgasms for the year. I'd say I'm doing good thus far.

Happy New Year

So we've determined that for 2011, I'm allowed to have 100 orgasms. I was given a choice between 300 or 100. I was concerned that I wouldn't accomplish 300 and 100 averages to about 8 per month. 8 a month is more than I've done in a while, so I feel my choice is fairly safe. I'll document each orgasm as it happens in this journal to keep track. Helluva start to 2011.

Happy New Year.

*** Update: I am down to 99. heh I made it last as long as possible, but eventually the hitachi called my name and I about killed myself with it. Fireworks for me!

Agonizing Abstinence

So my determination has been pretty sporadic lately to say the least. I'll get to that point and it feels completely overwhelming, like it's impossible to not cum. And if I don't cum I fee angry about it. But if I do cum I feel empty and disappointed. I just don't enjoy it. I like that feeling right before orgasm. Like I could live in the insanity of that moment and enjoy it better than cumming. I suppose it'd be different if I could cum multiple times. I have been getting a little better at that, but it's far from a consistent thing.

A couple of days ago I ran across this blog: http://agonizingabstinence.blogspot.com/

Reading some of the posts made me miss that acute denial more than I have in a while. There are challenges for everyone on there. I read through them and ended up soaked. I sent the page to my dom. He told me to do the 12 minute tease. I had to pause once, which is unlike me, but then I was VERY worked up before I even started. So the next day I had to try again and this time I made it through, even though I had to lighten up a bit at a certain part. Still, I wasn't allowed to cum. He wants me to wait a while.

I felt in need. Even after that, it didn't feel like enough. I started reading through some of the blogs and the stuff the girls were having to do and their reactions. It made me crave things I didn't know I wanted. I asked my dom if I could masturbate as long as I didn't cum. I needed to relieve some of the tension. He said it was fine. So I go like that for a good 30 minutes. By this point I have so many ideas running through my head from the blogs. I knew a crotch rope wasn't going to work. I bruise easy and there's no way I could sleep through that. But the thought of the pressure sounded nice. Another post talked about how she could only sleep with something inside of her. I never thought I'd understand that.

So up I went. I grabbed my bullet and put it inside me on low. I balled up a pair of underwear and pushed it against my clit. Then I covered it all with a tight pair of underwear. Then, I went to sleep. Figuratively. I would finally drift off for a few minutes only to be jerked back into consciousness. I wa swollen andd wet all night. I slept nearly 30 minutes at one point. I dreamt then.

I had a dream about my actual dom, which is unusual since I rarely dream about people I know and he lives and such a distance. I was next to another sub and we were both being teased. The other dom was actually there, whereas my dom was a very odd floating entity above my head to signify is distance. The other dom showed off by putting his sub over the table of a coffee shop and fucking her in front of everyone. My dom retaliated by telling me to find someone to fuck, to inform them to do whatever they want to me, and to NOT cum. Just as the guy started pounding into me I woke up withering.

It was at that point that I rolled over on my stomach and my hips started thrusting for a while. Oddly, it felt better after that. The vibrations from the bullet were muffled by the panties, so my clit got no excess stimulation. But the humping of the bed gave me enough pressure to relieve some of the ache. I tossed for another hour before I couldn't stand my dry mouth anymore. Sexual stimulation always gives me a dry mouth.

The problem was, I couldn't stand up. If I stood up I'd have to pee. I couldn't imagine turning the vibe off for that long. I couldn't turn it off at all. It would hurt too much. Finally I got up and drank some water. Then I went to the bathroom, carefully removed the undies on my clit, and did the only thing I could. I held it in place while I peed. As I was putting everything back into place I noticed spots of red on the toilet paper. Sure enough, I had started. Another dilemma.

If I kept it in the cramps would catch up with me eventually. But I couldn't stop it. I just couldn't. Despite how little sleep I'd had. So I put down a pantie liner and went back to bed.

After a while I desperately wanted to peak but that would require more noisy toys and my roommate hadn't left for work yet. Finally I passed out for a whole hour. I dreamt that my dom was driving a car with me and two other girls. All of us had on string bikinis. We also had toys inside of us and hadn't cum in weeks. One of the other girls had gone shopping at Sam's earlier for groceries. She'd missed a few items but insisted that they hadn't been at Sam's. So my dom was sending me in to check for those items. Once I was inside I realized my top had fallen off. Thankfully it was nighttime and the inside of Sam's was dimly lit. (yay dream altering) I found a towel and wrapped it around me. The items I was looking for weren't there, of course. On the way out I ran into someone that worked there that I had worked with at my previous job. She followed me outside asking if I'd been to the beach today. Outside it was suddenly a few degrees above freezing and there was a light rain coming down. By the time I made it to the car, I was shivvering and gripping my towel for dear life. My dom frowned at me and demanded the removal of the towel. I did so and he upped the speed of my toy. He told me I would go into the next store as well, even without my top.

I woke up then. This time pain woke me up. I was cramping so hard I didn't need to worry about any other pain. So I got up and removed everything and cleaned up and slapped down a pad. I noticed that my bullet wasn't as waterproof as it claimed and had blood in it. That was amazingly ucky and I pouted at it. After that I got some water and went back to bed. I finally slept for a few hours.

I'm awake now, but still bone tired. And horny. I want to slap a dildo to a wall an fuck the hell out of it. I want to grab my hitachi and peek so many times I could go crazy from it. But I'm also cramping horribly and can't imagine causing any more tension. I hate being a girl sometimes.

And lastly, there is a challenge on that blog I found amazingly erotic and daunting all at once. It gives you a number of peeks to accomplish before you can cum. So if you do a bunch of peeks in one day, you are aching with need. If you rest and do a few, you're extending the time before you can cum. It says to start at 250, or higher if need be. The number was surprising, but I can see how that would make it that much more complicated. I have the urge to try that one, even though part of me thinks I'm crazy for that. heh

Uhg. Need pain killers.